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Untitled:
Through the dark
I see the grey
the ever-daughnting sky;
whos words of wise
of years gone by
can
only cry in vain.
Can only tell
to silent ears
the untold cries
of all the years;
the sights
they never
saw,
the shouts they never heard;
the innocence
that taken away
from so many minds.
The lonley pain
it
haunts us all,
as the soul
quiety dies.
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What I give to you,
An act upon the stage.
Clever
costumes hide the scars
And masks disguise the rage.
The rage beneath the sadness
Which lies festering behind.
My
evasive dance illusions;
Those are all you see!
And while you compliment the costumes
The fear illudes your eyes.
Which my smiling mask...cant wont free.
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I sit alone and shake;
in the darkness cry;
the pain
is not so bad;
if its all theres ever been.
I cant remember time;
I did not wish me dead;
through lonley hours;
I
sit alone in dread.
Crying Eyes
Black holes of despair;
The one-way windows
To an inside of disrepair,
To the place where emptiness only grows.
To the room that only expands
Where the echoes build and bouce;
Each
echo ember, burning tender invisible brands;
While bracing for the next to pounce.
With each shout, stab, shot
Drops
of despair squeeze their way out;
Black lines of perpetual scars
Which no tissue can erase;
No Band-Aid can covor;
And
no doctor can fix.
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YOu haunt my mind
My waking thought
And in the night you come
The darkness chokes
me
to force you out
In cries and heartbeat drum
I shake and think
what did I do
I never did resist
frozen
movements
gasping breath
and sillent whimpers still.
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hey you!
I see you
there behind
among the shadows lurk;
those words you say
are always
here;
they never leave me be.
I see you there behind
around me when I sleep.
those memories
you gave to me,
entrancement
do they reep.
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The sun of life
has long since set,
a darkness now has come;
a
starless night
no moon in sight
my lonley feelings numb,
why wont the sun just come?
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Hey mister!
I
see your shadow
behind me,
there you always stay
You block the sun
you locked the gate
you took from me away,
my innosence
my childhood
my independant mind;
in fantasies
I always live
as not, to see you behind.
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You
dragged that knife,
Accross My skin
And now, I do the same.
But those scars you left
are a moon that never will
wane.
Not just those;
but the ones that no one sees.
those imprints
burned upon my mind;
the smell
the
heat
the pain;
Your laugh
The laugh that no one hears...
but me
coming after
Do you like that?
I bet
you do.
My piercing cry
amuses you
why the torture?
Why the pain?
why must I;
Cry in vain?
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It
helps the pain,
but hurts my soul
destroys my dying flesh.
Others banish me
for what they see;
they could
not understand.
Yet scorn them I cannot,
for I used to be the same;
I want to be nieve again
I dont want to cry
in vain.
Actors plight:
The loniness does haunt me,
for no one see inside,
these prison walls
I built
for me
I locked, threw key outside;
you may scramble looking,
but while you falter seeking
I never see the light
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Big
black balls
Into which I stare,
A sigh do I let out.
The cold fires;
Behind them lay,
a hate
beyond the
grey.
That grey that lies
'tween black and white
the caring and the fear;
desolate lands
where nothing lives,
A mind do pull away
From the pain within the grey.
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Into your eyes
do I stare.
The fire
of
fear
burns deep.
What fear is this
doth you hide?
for me
for you
for light.
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Who I am
I do not know
its covored by the pain
it hides among
the anguish
it hides among the grey
it hides among
those memories
that just wont go away
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Sweet innocence
I wish had.
like everything;
it
was taken,
away from me
and so many more
so many cry in vain.
they cry to silent ears
And deaf skys;
for
fate
at them do mock.
It laughs
It sneers
for thinking;
it would care.
Night:
For the darkness
that
I see a-thinking
there taunting me
with its shadows
so long
for the dawn of day
I sit there waiting
but
for the sky
to sing its morning song
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The lonliness door wide open lay;
A darkness wind do creep,
fabric flowing towards the grey;
but mind do pull away.
A finger raised,
A question sound,
of hear and soul
astray.
So easy it is,
to fly through that door;
and never look on day.
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You're inside me
You're
in my head
In every waking moment thought;
You haunt me in the night
Through torture dreams
I struggle through
And
curse the waking sunlight.
I curse that I survive
But if I die, you win.
Why cant you
Just leave me be?
Get
out from my within.
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